Oh My God.

I’ve had no sleep…all I’ve been doing is studying. I had two finals today, and one more on Wednesday. I can’t take any more of this. Not only am I not used to studying, I’m also not used to losing sleep. I’ve been loopy all day. Seriously, I had an intimate conversation with my cat this morning. I giggle for no reason. Anyway, I took two finals today. I honestly have no idea how I did on either one. I could be a good student and go look in the book to see if I got some questions right, but if I see one of those books one more time I may hurl.

What really confuses me is how people say college will be the best years of my life. If that is true, then the rest of my life is really going to suck ass. I am SO sick of having to take classes that have no relevance to what I will be doing for the rest of my life. Like one of my exams for today was in research methods. This is a class designed for kinesiology students who plan to go on to grad school. I will not be doing that (thank god). So why didn’t I get to opt out of it? Because COLLEGE IS STUPID. Seriously, if I had spent the past for years getting many different personal trainer and exercise specialist certifications, and keeping up with all of the research journals I would be much more knowledgeable in my field that I am now. Thanks to college I know more about African stories and philosophy than I care to know. So with this bitter attitude, I must continue to study….biomolecular chemistry. In case one of my clients is interested in how their DNA is replicated.